i try
i try to make things right
i dont know what i did
i never do
but always,
ALWAYS
i do something wrong
i cant be sorry
nothing i say means anything
not talking makes things worse
not that i would say anything meaningful
because i am an emotionless monster
i try
i try to be a friend
but i cant ever do anything
nothing right anyway
so i sit alone
cold on a bridge
i watch the snow
and my tears fall
on the frozen cement
and you keep walking
i cant follow you
you dont want me to
nothing i do matters anymore
i try
i try but nothing helps
im so confused
i dont know
dont know what you want anymore
i couldnt give it to you if i did
not anymore
i guess im gone
gone to you...
even though im right here
right next to you
but even though im here
you miss me
but when i look
i dont think i left
you just kept walking
i tried
i tried so hard