wow lots has changed
my friend brandon came here for a while hes still here as of now
ive got me a girlfriend and now im starting to know how happiness feels not just her but just every thing nothings "working out" or anything speical things are just different oh yeah and those LAW things....i think i care about them now i mean mostly its just trouble not following them not that i get caught but its gotta happen sometime right? why press my luck(which never has been good) i win ive had the "rebel" time of my life now i need to calm down and look at whats going on...im getting old and by old i mean im almost 18 just nine more months then i dont even FUCKING KNOW WHAT but things work out...dont they? i mean there is always welfare and living in a car at least it will be interesting
umm i guess this is just a quick post..ill start posting more often now that i have nothing to do..oh wait i never do but yeah oh well im bored
what are blogs for is it a journal or what....oh well thats what im doing.....ok i grow tired of this internet thing i think i go now








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talk at me if you feel like it (AIM) theorby


You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.