Saturday, September 27, 2003

i went in to a hot topic today........
one redeeming factor is that they have jack skellington (nightmare before chrismas) stuff and a few shirts that are worth looking at....
oh yeah and on one of the posters it had AFI but one of them was wearing a VNV Nation shirt!!
to bad its all over priced and comericalized but i mean hey if your not actually trying to be "different"(through expressions of your garments) then sure shop there but if you shop there to be "goth" or "punk" then i feel bad for how disillousioned and lazy you are because if you are typical you "hate" the "conformists" that shop at A&E and abercrombie etc. ITS THE SAME FUCKING KIND OF STORE THEY JUST WANT TO MAKE MONEY SELLING OVER PRICED CLOTHES....yeah ok bye now



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Friday, September 26, 2003

i have changed my mind nothing on here will be deleted or corrected because of changes in how i feel about things(corrections will still be made if i notice something wrong) so i changed big deal i cant just forget about what i lived just because it might not have been the best choice or because i think it isnt....nothing really changes anyway.....in the end we all end up dead so oh well


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me on guys:

most dont understand the feeling you have when you lay next to some one all night feeling them breathe against you then waking up not remembering falling alseep because it was like a dream to begin with...

or the feeling of being sad when you are with the one that makes you the happiest you have ever been because you know that at some time they will not be with you and you dont know if you can handle being alone

and for some reason the ones that do know never get to feel those feelings....



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