Feeling some better.
More work today, and tomorrow.
Time to go clean myself up.

I'd like to start off saying that I am "Emo" straight to the core as far as behavior goes. I'm not one of those girl pants wearing whiny kids. I try and keep everyone else out of my bullshit problems. But, I'm rather sick of faking it. So, I'm going to bitch about it on the internet for the following reason; I don't feel actively burdening people with my problems. I need to get it out. It's easier than finding someone to actually talk with.
Wow...I am not feeling well with my life right now...
I don't have a drive to do much besides get out out of bed for work, and even that is just so I have something...scratch that anything else on my mind. It seems the more I'm around people, the more I feel like I'm wasting their and my own time being around. I haven't been eating much, I've been drawing away from people, and sitting alone is what most of my time consists of, probably the worst part is that it's all fine with me.

I just want to work all the time, so that I could fool myself in to thinking that my life would be better if only I didn't work all the time.

Sleep...

Back to blogging for me!

Yeah, it's been a LONG time, but I'm back hopefully I'll keep up on it this time, my re-entry to the blagonet is spurred by the following blog entry The Shape of Days
It's a good way to keep in touch. I may not be daily posts, but expect something every few days or so, at least.
Feel free to comment!


-orby